My Inner Cry

This song tells about one's yearning and emptiness. A child expressing his deep longing to restore one's passion for his Father.
Expressing the sadness over his fading love towards his Father. A christian's life has its own season. At some point
we will all encountered spiritual dryness. This is a moment in our life when God seem so far to reach. Our heart seemed calloused and insensitive.Sometimes our sins causes us to drift away from God. Lacking personal time with Him is also a factor.But what is important is
to never gave up longing for His presence. Let us consider this as an opportunity to seek God more.

At this very moment this song speak about my real emotion. We all go through some personal struggle,it may differ. I felt a deep empty hallow in my heart and I knew only God can fill this void.I knew that nothing can separate me from His love but what is a better way than to show back this love to Him? Earthly desire and longings was given far more time than Him. Facing responsibility such as raising your own family divides your attention. This is reality, I'm not complaining but this is what I feel. I hope sooner I will see myself resting in His lap. God bless to all of us who is in the same shoe. :)


First Love by: Avalon

i used to be the one who would long to hear Your voice
a child who sought to win his Father's heart
but as i carried on, life's got a hold on me
now here i am a son so far from home

chorus:
tell me when did i loose my first love?
where did the fire and passion go?
burn in me Your holy fire give me back my lost desire
and restore in me the love i felt for You

can i remember how it felt ?
when they looked into my face
and they saw the love of Jesus in my eyes
when i looked back on my life
and questioned where i've been
can i really say i've done my best for you?

Repeat Chorus

oh where did i go (ive lost my way)
oh im lost and im alone
oh help me please
Lord lead me home

Father take me back
let me start again
Lord ive failed and fallen in my pride
lead me back to you (back to you)
where my life began
revive in me the yearning that has died